“Texas Longhorn” – painted in 2018 as a custom request. My first longhorn painting in a series of commissioned pieces.
The Journey Begins
The year was 2016, and like many stories of creative awakening, mine began during a period of intense stress. Working full-time in grocery retail management, raising a four-year-old daughter, and navigating the complex waters of depression and anxiety, I found myself desperately seeking something – though I wasn’t quite sure what.
One evening, while looking at a sunset photograph my husband Jay had taken here in Abilene, TX, something clicked. The vibrant colors, the peaceful scene – suddenly, I heard myself think, “I can paint that.” It wasn’t just a thought; it was an invitation to retreat into something that could be just mine, a quiet space where stress couldn’t follow.
I found myself at the local art store, gathering supplies and small canvases – 5×7 and 9×12 sizes that felt manageable. In those early painting sessions, something extraordinary happened. As brush met canvas, I discovered a form of meditation I hadn’t known I needed. There was no pressure, no expectations – just the gentle guidance of the Holy Spirit as colors flowed and shapes emerged.
The beauty of being self-taught lies in the freedom to explore without boundaries. Without formal training telling me what I “should” do, I found myself experimenting with different techniques, learning through trial and error, and developing my own unique style. Nature became my greatest teacher – the way light filters through leaves, how colors blend in a sunset, the delicate patterns in a flower petal. These observations began shaping my artistic voice, but more importantly, they became touchstones in my spiritual journey.
Looking back at those early days, I realize that art became more than just a hobby – it evolved into a form of spiritual practice and emotional healing. Each stroke of the brush became a prayer, a way to connect with something larger than myself while finding peace in the process. Every piece, whether it turned out as planned or took an unexpected turn, became part of not just my artistic growth, but my journey toward emotional well-being. Even the temporary pause in my journey from 2020 to early 2023 taught me valuable lessons about patience, resilience, and the importance of returning to what brings healing and joy.
Finding My Voice: The Evolution of Medium and Message
My artistic journey has been one of constant exploration and evolution, each medium teaching me something new about both art and myself. While those first sunset canvases sparked my passion, it was acrylic painting that truly captured my heart and became my primary focus in the early years.
The discovery of paint pouring opened up an entirely new world of possibilities. This technique became an obsession that I returned to time and again, watching with wonder as colors merged and danced across the canvas in ways I could influence but never fully control. There was something freeing about the process, a reminder that sometimes we need to let go and allow beauty to emerge on its own terms.
My experimental spirit led me into the world of resin art, where I found myself creating unique pieces using silicone molds. I would carefully embed faux leaves and swirls of alcohol ink, creating desk weights and coasters that seemed to capture moments frozen in time. This led to holiday-themed creations, incorporating buttons and wooden details into Christmas ornaments – a project I hope to revisit someday. While the possibilities seemed endless, the process was time-consuming and often challenging. As a self-taught artist, each mistake became a lesson, though sometimes these lessons came at the cost of materials and time.
This period of experimentation taught me an important lesson about focus. While I loved exploring different techniques, I found myself drawn back to paint pouring and traditional acrylic artwork. It was during this time that people began requesting commissioned pieces, asking me to recreate photos in my distinctive style. One of my pivotal moments came with my first commissioned longhorn piece, which helped me realize that my unique perspective could resonate with others.
The arrival of COVID brought unexpected changes to my artistic journey. When the energy and passion for larger pieces waned, I found solace in watercolors. What began as simple doodles with light color washes evolved into something unexpected. A request from a high school friend for a feather design for her soap business, though ultimately not what she needed, opened my eyes to the beauty of hand-drawn designs. This led me down the path of zentangle art, where I found myself immersed in the Instagram galleries of doodle designers and ink artists, drawing inspiration from their work while developing my own approach.
Throughout this journey of artistic exploration, I’ve learned that each medium has its own voice, its own way of expressing beauty. While some experiments became dead ends, others opened new pathways I never expected to explore. As a self-taught artist, every attempt, whether successful or not, has contributed to my growth and understanding of what I can create.
The Art of Family: Growing Together Through Creativity
They say creativity runs in families, and in our case, it flows through more than three generations like a vibrant stream of inspiration. My journey as an artist hasn’t been a solitary one – it’s been enriched by the creative spirit of both my mother, Heike, and my daughter, Aspen, each of us contributing our unique colors to this beautiful family canvas.
I still remember those early days when Aspen, just four years old, would pull her little chair up to my workspace, her eyes wide with wonder as she watched colors dance across canvas. Paint pouring sessions became our special mother-daughter moments, her tiny hands helping to choose colors and watching in amazement as we tilted the canvas together, creating mesmerizing patterns that neither of us could fully predict. These shared creative moments weren’t just about making art – they were about building bonds and nurturing a shared passion that would grow alongside her.
As Aspen grew, so did her artistic voice. While I found my inspiration in nature and abstract expressions, she developed a remarkable talent for hyper-realistic art and anime-style creations. Where I see beauty in the flow of abstract colors, she sees it in the precise details of human features and expressions. Our styles are different, yet complementary – like two distinct melodies that create a beautiful harmony when played together. Working with acrylics, watercolors, and hand-drawn pieces, she’s developed a distinctive style that never fails to amaze me.
The creative thread in our family extends back to my mother, whose skilled hands bring warmth and beauty through her knitting. Her craftsmanship has always been an inspiration, showing me how dedication to one’s art, regardless of the medium, can create something truly special. When we collaborate, bringing together my painted pieces with her knitted creations, we create unique combinations that speak to the power of family creativity.
These artistic connections within our family have become more than just shared hobbies – they’re expressions of love, understanding, and mutual support. Watching Aspen develop her own artistic voice while experimenting with alcohol inks and various mediums alongside me has been one of the greatest joys of my creative journey. Every shared project, whether it’s a paint pour or an acrylic piece, strengthens our bond and reminds me that art has the power to connect generations.
This generational flow of creativity naturally extends into our broader community, where we’ve found that sharing our art becomes a way of sharing ourselves. It’s a reminder that creativity, like faith, grows stronger when nurtured within a supportive community. Whether we’re working on individual pieces or collaborating on projects, our family’s artistic journey has shown us that the most beautiful creations often come from hearts connected by love, faith, and a shared passion for bringing beauty into the world.
Faith, Family, and Community: The Heart of Creation
Art, at its most meaningful, reflects the deepest parts of who we are. For me, that means my faith, my family, and my church community are woven into the very fabric of what I create. These elements aren’t just influences on my work – they’re the foundation that gives my art its purpose and meaning.
My creative process has become a form of prayer and meditation, a sacred time where I can connect with God through the act of creation. Some of my most peaceful moments come in the early morning or late evening, after my duties at the church office are complete and the house is asleep. In these quiet hours, I find myself in conversation with the Holy Spirit, letting inspiration flow naturally onto whatever canvas I’m working with. These moments of creative communion have become essential to managing life’s challenges, reminding me that beauty can emerge from our struggles.
The rhythm of my creative life is intentionally structured around family and faith commitments. Sundays are strictly reserved for rest and worship, a boundary that helps maintain the sacred balance between art and life. Saturdays are dedicated family time, where I step away from the easel to focus on what matters. These intentional pauses don’t hinder creativity – they enhance it, providing the restoration needed to return to art with renewed energy and inspiration.
My role as a church administrator has unexpectedly enriched my artistic journey. Working in an environment where faith and community intersect has deepened my understanding of how art can serve as a ministry. Whether it’s creating pieces that incorporate scripture verses or designing elements for church events, my art has become a way to share God’s love and beauty with others.
Recently, I’ve begun exploring ways to share this journey with others through planned live creative sessions. Starting in May, I’ll be hosting Thursday evening sessions from 7:00-7:45 PM, where I’ll combine creative demonstration with prayer and casual conversation. These sessions aren’t just about teaching art techniques – they’re about creating a space where creativity and faith can flourish together, where others might find the same healing and joy that I’ve discovered through artistic expression.
Looking ahead, I’m excited about developing zentangle workshops that will allow me to share these gifts with our community in a more structured way. There’s something powerful about sitting together, creating patterns and finding peace in the process. It’s another way that art becomes more than just a personal practice – it becomes a bridge, connecting people through shared creative experiences.
Through all of this – the quiet morning painting sessions, the evening zentangle designs, the upcoming terra cotta pot projects – I’m continually reminded that art is a gift meant to be shared. Whether it’s creating commissioned pieces that capture special moments for families or developing workshops that help others discover their own creative voice, each piece and project is an opportunity to reflect God’s creativity and love.
The Journey Continues: An Invitation to Create Together
As I sit here in my studio space, looking at the array of pieces that mark different chapters of my artistic journey – from that first sunset canvas to my latest terra cotta pot designs – I’m reminded that every creative path is uniquely beautiful. My journey from stressed retail manager to faith-inspired artist hasn’t been a straight line, but rather a colorful path of discovery, healing, and growth.
This blog marks the beginning of a new chapter in that journey. Here, I’ll be sharing not just finished pieces, but the heart behind them – the struggles, the victories, the moments of divine inspiration, and yes, even the beautiful imperfections that make each piece uniquely meaningful. You can expect:
- Behind-the-scenes looks at my creative process
- Stories of how specific pieces come to life
- Tips and insights from my self-taught journey
- Updates on new projects and mediums I’m exploring
- Reflections on how faith and art intersect
- Previews of upcoming live creative sessions
- Family collaborations and creative adventures
Starting in May, I’ll be hosting live creative sessions every Thursday evening from 7:00-7:45 PM, where we can connect, create, and pray together. These sessions will be a chance to see the creative process in real-time, ask questions, and perhaps find inspiration for your own artistic journey.
Whether you’re a fellow artist, someone curious about starting their own creative journey, or simply someone who appreciates the beauty of handcrafted art, I invite you to join me on this adventure. Together, we’ll explore how art can be more than just creating beautiful things – it can be a path to healing, a form of prayer, and a way to connect with both God and community.
I’ll be sharing new posts once or twice a week, offering glimpses into both the technical and spiritual aspects of creating art. My hope is that this space becomes more than just a blog – I want it to be a gathering place for those who believe in the power of creativity to transform, heal, and inspire.
Thank you for joining me on this journey. Here’s to embracing the beauty of imperfection, the joy of creation, and the endless possibilities that lie ahead when we open ourselves to divine inspiration.
With gratitude and creative spirit,
Samantha, SCS Designs Co. Owner and Artist
